It stared when I was in High-School, and the thought of the dream never left my mind.
I was a shadow who just blended in the background, not close for even being recognized for anything; I knew deep inside my pretentious shell of silence, I do have talents that maybe someday, I would have the chance to share it to the world.
But growing up and dealing with priorities is utmost important, setting aside that dream in my head.
I consider myself as a pessimist; and It's a rather bad trait to get over with. I always thought to myself that I was never going to be good enough with anything. And the people that are close to me, doesn't seem to acknowledge those little steps I'd take, to make a dream come true. Sometimes inspirations are hard- it's like fire burning from within, and if there's no support, how can it grow?
I've always envied girls who have things that I would never have, or the traits that they have that will never be possible for me to gain. I always pitied myself; why didn't I look the way those girls do? The definition of beauty was almost the perfection; and I told myself "I'm screwed." And won't get accepted to be part of an industry that caters on girls who are really slim, taller than most of us and has traits and looks from a foreign culture.
A few years had to pass for me to realize that, beauty has many definitions. And for a person to accept oneself and see through his or her own imperfections is beautiful. To live a life pursuing what you dream off, to live for what you love and to set a goal for a certain dream to come true. All you have to do is try.. there is no harm in that.
So that's why I'm here. To take a chance- and maybe one day, I'll get my spotlight.
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Hello everyone! I'm Sheara "Esh" Aquino. I'm aspiring to be a talent/model. I am interested to learn anything and everything about modeling. From pictures to ramp, and how does one basically get started. I would appreciate any comments or suggestions that everybody has in mind. And I strongly believe that everybody here in Models-Philippines share the same dream as well. :)
